So i've had a good couple weeks i guess. Xmas was ok..just not the same ne more. Just ever since my gpa passed away things havent been the same for me at all. Just goin to the house n shit just makes me sad.

Anyways, other than that, i've been okay. Just been chillin over break. Went to my auntie lu's house and stayed with her n the kids. We had so much fun! I love being over there.

Umm last night was great! haha went skating with Joe and Nate and then took a trip to the airport to get their friend steven. His flight didnt come in until 1 AM. Well get this. I was like well what airport is he comin in at and joe told me he was gonna be flyin into midway so i was like oh okay..i know where that's at! well i took our asses to fuckin ohare!! omg..i was sooo pissed off! but it was more time to spend with joe! hehe but anyways, ummm so we turned around and finally got to midway at like midnight! We had like an hour to kill so we just kinda chilled in this lil area by some elevators. Me and Joe sat together and then nate all sat across from us. Then it was like 1 o'clock and steven finally arrived! So we all walked outside so he could have a square and then we were walkin to the car and he was like yo, we cant leave yet, i have to go get my bags! So as we were walkin back inside, i got cold so i put my hoodie on and then all of a sudden joe came up behind me and put his arms around me. So i just kinda latched onto him and omg..i've never been happier. This is the happiest i've been in a really really really long time! Sammi's all happy for me. Even tho me n joe arent going out, im still happy with him. So anyways, on the way home, we just held hands and then when i dropped all them off, he sat in the car with me while steven and nate got out, and then gave me a hug and we kissed. I swear to you, i prolly smiled like the whole way home, NO JOKE!! haha...   i like him soo much. But im not in a rush to get with him....so it's all good.  To end it, i didnt get home till like 3 this morning!! haha

Well im done, im at work right now, bout to leave in a min but i thought i'd just share this. ight peace niggaz.

P.S.~Rudy's DJin now at Lynwood Sports Center! It's bout to go down dawgs!! haha! I guess me n him are cool now.

RIP      5*24*95-11*19*05

    KYLE JOSEPH PECK! <3

WE'LL MISS YOU FOREVER. YOU WERE SUCH A JOKER. YOU CRACKED SO MANY JOKES, EVEN THO YOU TOLD ME THE SAME ONES OVER AND OVER AGAIN. THEY ALWAYS MADE ME LAUGH. YOU WERE TAKEN FROM US AT SUCH A YOUNG AGE. YOU DIDNT DESERVE IT.

   PLEASE PRAY FOR KYLE PECK AND THE REST OF HIS FAMILY/FRIENDS AS WE ALL TRY TO COPE WITH THIS TRAGEDY.

KEEP SKATING IN THE HEAVENS ABOVE KIDDO!! I LOVE YOU KID. YOU CAN SHOW ME YOUR NEW ROUTINE NEXT TIME I SEE YOU. I LOVE YOU KYLE!!!

Just remember these words when you're feeling sad ..."I can make it through the rain I can stand up once again On my own and I know That I’m strong enough to mend And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith And I live one more day And I make it through the rain"